I think if it were even possible for me to hate someone (there's really only one person I truly dislike..)
But even if I could ever bring myself to hate you or say that I hate you...
..I am fully convinced that you wouldn't care.
I wish I could feel that way.
I wish I could just flip a fucking switch and just stop caring.
Even better, I wish I knew why I cared so much! Why the fuck do I feel this way? This really sucks.
Is it some kind of game for you? Or...maybe you don't even realize anything? I'm still a person that deserves responses.... I don't even want fucking answers...just respond like you used to...
It turns out that maybe I lied? I didn't know I still felt this way...but obviously I do...
also unrelated note, my teeth fucking hurt. not making this any better.