it's what my list of posts is starting to be filled with.
I have three previous entries that are all drafts, that probably won't be published but will remain in the log. I feel like if I start writing something too emotionally invested, then posting it after the feeling is gone is pointless to do. But I want the reminder. So they are there for me to look at.
My sleeping pattern is legitimately ruined I think. Or rather, my pattern compared to the "model" sleeping pattern.. haha oh well. Also the three hour nap I took from 6 to 9:30 probably didn't help. But I only had four hours of sleep and woke up yesterday morning around 7:40 so....I think I deserve it.
I should go job hunting today. I hope it is warmer outside. I wonder if I should go to sleep or stay awake. I don't work until 10:30 tonight. I am having a hard time sorting my priorities....
I'll have to walk to Cane's in order to get my bike because I left it chained to a pole for a couple of days. I feel lazy for not riding, so perhaps this is a good thing! I should also clean my room. But I rarely have the motivation for that. I'm going to check the weather real quick.
Seems like it will be really sunny today. I hope it's true. The sun should be rising soon. Hmm.. I don't know.
I'm so lazy.
I suppose I can't be bothered to do many things that I should have the motivation to do. Like I should be packing my things....we move into our new place June 1st. Quite exciting! Anyways I think I am going to pretend to be productive by making lists and not following them.