something i could do for hours, is lay down and look up at the stars.
there aren't very many opportunities down here, considering there are too many city lights preventing me from seeing the full night sky. but what i do see is something neat. stars that sparkle. they are like tiny specks, but they are from such a great distance. we can't possibly fathom how large they truly are.
i wouldn't mind going into outer space. there is something strangely romantic about this idea that i can't get out of my head.
i no longer feel depressed. i feel...strange. like something i can't place. something i can't understand. i wish i knew more people. it's really cold in my room. i miss having someone to hold me.
i wish i had a puppy. something that depended on me and looked to me for unconditional love.
bleargh. i'm not tired. i wish i was so could sleep and no longer think about things of the past. i think i'll play my puzzle game now.