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Line and Pause.
Howdy guys.
For those of you faithfully clicking away on my link on your list of blogs to read in hoping that I finally fucking update....your wish is my command ;)
a few things, or maybe just one, it depends on if I get carried away or not:
I added a new blog to my list of blogs, ::totemic::
it's the blog of my English instructor, his name is Forrest Roth and he came to UL from New York and is currently working towards candidacy for his doctorate. As far as he knows, he doesn't know that I linked him on my blog and also his has comments disabled so no tattling :P but mostly i linked to him for my own stalkerish purposes...plus I want to buy his book, titled Line and Pause, you can find it on amazon. I plan on buying it because I want to know his writing style plus I read the little preview they give and it looks interesting.
i have a story that i want to write and its really floating around in my head but when it comes to putting my pencil to paper and i just can't start it.
i'm not sure where the mental block is coming from, because i really know what i want to write...
this sounds kinda scary but i usually daydream while i'm driving long distances by myself. i never enter full dream mode but i lose my perception of time while fully thinking out stories or scenarios. sometimes i feel as if "wow how did i get here?" not in a Alzheimer's sense but in a "wow i didn't realize i was lost in thought for that long" but i'm still conscious to the traffic...so i don't know.
i haven't been recording my dreams either.
i guess i'm having an all around curse of pencil/pen to paper block, i wouldn't call it writer's block because i know what to write...i just can't. or something.
maybe it's become a routine or what, i'm not sure. i need something to keep myself interested in blogging and writing in general. any ideas?
my general school day is not interesting enough.
oh now i remember what i wanted to try.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoPL7BExSQU
this is
Blue in Green by Miles Davis. Coltrane is also in there. if you'd like, listen to the song, and then write down any feelings or images you get from this. refrain from reading youtube comments because i don't want you to become influenced by outside opinion. i'm going to write what i felt/saw in a comment, so try not to read it until after you've heard it then post your comment before you read mine so you don't become influenced by my opinion as well. i wanna see what happens.