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wow.
what the hell, it's almost been twenty days since I've last posted.
what the fuuuuck.
anyways, for those who like to reading random boring updates, here we are:
i got a job at drug emporium.
i quit my job at drug emporium. (last day is monday)
i'm finally getting hours at mathnasium (first day is....thursday? not sure yet)
possibly getting a job at a coffee thing in a hospital (nine bucks an hour, bitch. and i get to learn to make all the coffee and non-coffee drinks you can think of, NO MORE FIVEBUCKS. come to me. hehe)
well anyways.
how is life?
life is going. am i happy? haha i suppose so, i mean in reality, things are just passing by and i'm just watching it as it goes, and i hardly wave farewell to the time gone. some people know what they want to do, and even if that isn't what they end up doing, they have a goal and are constantly working towards it. where's my goal? i don't have one. i can't even think of one.
actually i did think of one. but it's highly unlikely; something of a...dream? partially a dream, but the thought of going to a new place, that sounds...it sounds like it'd be neat and awesome and insert other words to describe it. but you know, i guess i don't really hate programming anymore. it's just boring and lame. but i don't hate it.
so my grand idea was majoring in something science + french, then going to montreal.
to chase a dream.
isn't it my time right now (and all the time) to follow what i consider to be my pursuit of happiness? (i sometimes think ha-penis)
and so, why not? why not? who is stopping me (technically no one)
what is stopping me (money)
but i mean...okay i am getting my credit card paid this week or next because my tops scholarship came in, and i can't have that just looming over me for the rest of my life (because i know right now it's already hurt my credit score)
but honestly i dont actively worry about these things.
they just kind of came out as i continued writing.
but think about it.
if i work on saving my money (if)
and the money i will be making (cha ching) (times four ish years, well three ish)
then, this could be a reality. (theoretically)
hahahahahhhhaaaahahah. (:
but really.
there is a surprise in the makinggg.
but i have to wait for kaylyn first. :P
