“if only you could see”

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the routine that makes up my day.

Wake up, roll out of bed. (i can literally do this because my bed isn't elevated.)
Put on: glasses, ring.
Go to the bathroom, brush teeth, deodorant.
Pick out an outfit, stand around a bit, finally put the outfit on.
Go back and get my phone from my bedside.
Look for my keys, checking the bedside, or the mantle first.
[or, if weather permitting/is desirable, leave the keys, ride my bike.]
Go to classes for the day, listening, learning, and at times, trying to stay awake.
Go home, hope I don't have a ticket because I don't have a parking tag.
[or, hope that my bike is not stolen because someone who lost THEIR lock uses mine...mostly because i can drive if need be.]
Realize every time, who wants a shitty bike with no kickstand, and a pedal missing?
Ride home, sit, relax, laze, nap, wake up, eat, chill, etc.
Look for a job in the comfort of my own home, return unsuccessful [as of yet].

I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together.



just letting you know, things are going to be different now,