“if only you could see”
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And I see in your eyes..
that you really weren't surprised at me at all...Not..at all. And I know by your smile it's you...it's January 1st, 2009. really? Well, haha actually it's the second. time is slipping through my hands again...
What about 2008? I laughed, I skated, I inner-tubed...
Besides the fact that it obviously happened, the end of my senior year in high school feels like it was so long ago...longer than 2008 ago. What happened in 2008? I went to my last math tournament, spent a week doing math in Sacramento in the summer, I suffered a titration all by my lonesome, yet with others at the same time, and still shared a Chemistry lab laugh (or ten). I played lots of pondue (sp?) and ate lots of Buffalo Wild Wings. I saw many a free movie, went to college, woke up on my own daily and set off to class, I saw snow, and had a pretty neat 19th. Went to a club for the first time, drew some constellations in the sky. This paragraph is really short actually...for a year's worth of memories.
Oh it would be so nice to have some coffee together...I had such a fun time watching fireworks with my friends, and lighting one on my own. It didn't matter how cold it was outside...Brian's energy is something I think is amusing, and I enjoyed that too. I drank my first soda in a year. I opened it slowly for a satisfying sound, pop? hiss..There was good food, and wonderful singing skills haha. I sang a duet with Brian, as well...his favorite song..I really like that song too though haha.
I'm mostly sitting here, staring and thinking, listening to my music, then type out a few things.
I guess I still have a lot on my mind, but it's not really anything I feel like writing about.
I could always...write a story.
But I don't even feel like that. I took a nap. From nine to eleven something...I don't remember falling asleep, I just know I wish I slept longer. Now I'll be up even later, maybe. Haha or I just won't be able to sleep when I do lay down.
What am I supposed to do now?...I feel so empty right now.
