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well if you want it then, come on.
so I was driving home, really late last night, from Houston, and I was experiencing some falling asleep at the wheel, that I don't think Kitty noticed, and I wasn't /actually/ asleep, more like the cross-eyed concentration of staring at something for a period of time without being totally aware of it until I realize that I have spaced out and potentially have fallen asleep at the wheel. I tried adjusting my seat so I had to sit straight up. I turned the music up kinda loud. then I slouched forward, kind of holding the wheel to my chest. I only had a few more miles to Lake Charles. so if I can just keep..on..going..
then from Lake Charles I had to drive to lafayette. I drank three cups of coffee [with a lot of sugar] at KD's along with a shrimp quesadilla filling my stomach. but that was kind of a bad idea because I felt a little sick afterwards. I went home, picked up a better blanket, my black jacket that I have missed oh so much, and began my drive. I played Jason Mraz live and sang at the top of my lungs the entire ride to lafayette, my throat was dry and hurting and making me cough to sing so low, I reached behind myself blindly to find my backpack to find a water bottle to find relief for my throat. then I continued singing. I leaned my chair back a little bit, had hot air blowing on my cold toes, and when I made the heater come through the top vents I realized that's also a source of my sleepiness? so I just kept it blowing to my feet, except there were several times when my feet were out of range of warm blowing air, and you just feel the cold suddenly, as if it were sucking what little warm they had out of them...
i got to take a really close up picture of shinya and toshiya. (: [drummer and guitarist, but not sure which one-ist][as in normal guitar or bass or whatever. they have three guitarists.]
also i should be writing my essay for honors seminar?
except...i'm not?
what a bad thing to do.
also: i am extremely tired, but i am wearing the positively most awesome [band]shirt ever.
(for some reason, where i have wearing, i originally typed 'very')
i had a dream, that had a girl i worked with in it, and also a girl from my english class in it. their names are ashley and eve, and each one of them was dealing with some kind of conflict? and all i could do was just listen to them. ashley was having problems with some family member [which she really does have in real life] and eve was having problems with her boyfriend [i don't know her, so that's all dream-made-up]
also my shirt is really soft.
i have been wearing this necklace a lot lately, it is a heat pendant with a black background and two flowers painted on it. it has a double chain so it looks like two necklaces, the second one is shorter and it has a light metal..flower? hanging from it. i am in love with this necklace. except my favorite necklace is this bird necklace that has these multicolored beads dangling from it.
i don't have many pieces of jewelry at all (or rather, pieces of jewelry that i wear for the most part) so i guess i am either picky or just i really am a tomboy ):
did i also mention that i was tired?
