“if only you could see”
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Two more days.
When you think about the consequences of your actions, how far ahead do you think? A week? Or maybe a month? Or even a year? I've realized how hard certain decisions can be, and I look to others for help. Is it only because I'm having a hard time deciding, or is it because I rely too much on others? And then I find out that maybe I do rely too much on others, especially when the only helping piece of information is, "That's something you need to decide for yourself."
It's why I hate mentally challenging decisions. Should I go with the solid path or not? And if I choose the easy way out, will I always be, "Well, what if...?"
I hate what ifs..
I hate subjects like English and History because a lot of it is based on points of view. Our side of a war is certainly different than the other side, what you gather from one story isn't what someone else gathers from that same story. Math and Science are wonderful because there's only one right answer. One solid fucking path. You can't look at a math problem and say, "Well I think it's saying this..." So sure, there might be different ways to solve it, but you're still gonna get the same answer.
