And I wonder as I lay here, in this sleepless field of dreams..

HELLO!

Somehow you've stumbled upon my blog, scraping the ends of the internet for something interesting.

Instead you found this.
I hope I don't put you to sleep.


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and so, a new revelation.
Feb 25, 2007 || 2:50 AM || comment?

i can't help but feel as if i'm making bad decisions.
one step at a time
i'm being irrational.
over-sensitive.
stubborn.
upset at the smallest of things.
unworthy.
ungrateful.
selfish.
emotional.
i cry too much.
i wonder what i'm doing most of the time.
why am i acting and/or feeling like this?

i don't feel like capitalizing anything.
it's also really early in the morning.
the worst time of day for me to be reflecting on these things.
there's no one to talk to this early.
the person i should be talking to is the hardest one to say anything to.
it's easier for me to avoid talking about it.
but it's obviously not helping.
i know it isn't helping, but why do i still do this?